Friday, March 16, 2012

What is your favorite song? How do the words make you feel? What images or thoughts come to mind when you listen to it?

What is your favorite song? How do the words make you feel? What images or thoughts come to mind when you listen to it?
Answer: Shut it down and What if I Kissed you and The Resistance by: Drake. The way it makes me feel is like what he would say to me. Every time I listen to a Drake song it reminds me of him a lot. I feel like Drake is exactly like him.The images that come up to my mind is how he used to make me laugh and the way he makes me feel when I'm around him. It's like there's nothing better I would want.At times I feel like crying because I miss him a lot. But I'm hoping that sooner than later we can be together once again. <13

Thursday, March 15, 2012

It Was Unbelievable!!!

I'm at City Park. I was walking with my good friend Tom. We was talking about what we was going to do later on. We was close to walking out of the area. We took another step and we heard a gun shot. We was so scared we didn't know what to do. We didn't know whether to run or not move at all. So I just stood there and just look at what happened. I saw a guy running with a gun in his hand. I saw the person bleeding basically to death on the floor. It was a women. She had a son that looked about 2 years old.I called 911 asap. I ran to the lady to see if she still had a pulse. And she did. But by the time the ambulance came it was to late. She didn't have a pulse. It was sad to know that a 2 year old kid had lost his mom at a very young age. She looked about 30 years old. She was still young and had a life ahead of her. I went to her funeral that week and saw her son. It was horrible. Even though I didn't know her It was sad to see a kid go through this. And the next day the same guy that shot that women was on the news. He was arrested for 1st degree murder. He had a record of murders. But I didn't really understand why he wasn't sentenced to life in JAIL.

I Gotta Story To Tell

I was little and alone. My parents divorced when I was 4. My dad left my mom. My mom didn't think she can take care of me so she gave me up for adoption. I went into this room with other kids like me. Lonely, had parents who didn't care. I never knew really why my parents divorced but it happened. I was 10 when a married couple came up to me and said "Hi sweetie, we are here to take you home. We are your new parents." I was scared. I didn't know what to do. I didn't even know them. They reminded me of my parents. What if they got divorced and I had to go through this again. But I had no choice. So I went with them. I arrived home and it was nice. They showed me around. Then they showed me my room. It was blue and yellow. I had lots of toys and a big bed to lay on. There was things there I never even knew existed. There was things I never had back then. But then here I was on my 14th birthday celebrating it in my backyard with people I didn't even know. One night I heard my fake parents talking about me. "Honey I don't know if we can keep him anymore. He's so like... Quiet. I think it's time." And in that moment I knew what they were saying. Back to the adoption center. I knew what I had to do. I ran away that night far away from my so called "Home". I never returned. But as the usual. They didn't care. They didn't even bother to put up missing kid signs of me. As long as I was gone that's all that matters. Here I am 17 turning 18 in a few days. I lost and have no where to go. I went to an area. It looked deserted. There was a couple of trains there but it seemed like it's been there for a long time. I saw a few spray cans on the side. So I decided to pick them up and do something with it. I started drawing on the train. I wanted to express how I feel. I wrote "SMILE" it showed that I was glad to be away from all the negativity and all the annoying people and finally to be with myself. Someone who cares about me. But I'm still here by myself hoping that when I get older I can change who I am and become a better person. And to find someone who loves me the way I love MYSELF.

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

Questionaire

If you were given the power to cure one disease, which would it be? Why?
Answer: If I was given to cure a disease it would be any type of Cancer. The reason why is because my Aunt passed away from some type of Cancer. She passed away last year in august. =( Yeah it was really sad. I love her a lot. R.I.P Christana Almonte

Questionaire

What do you do to let others know you love them?
Answer: What I do to let other people know that I love them I always have their back and I would tell them that I love them all the time and I would always be real to no. (No fake stuff with me for sure)

Thursday, March 1, 2012

Waiting For Me

From all the troubles we have in this world
From all the haters that hate
From all the people who have there own opinions
From all the people that thinks it"s dumb
I want to know that you have the same feelings for me like I do for you
I hope you find out one of these days how I truly feel
I wish I did tell you earlier
But I didn't know if you would care or not
Here I am writing poems about you every time I'm on this thing (Well not every time)
But I hope I didn't waste all this time for nothing -___________-
But when I'm able to go on my own
When I'm able to live on my own
I hope your Still there
Waiting For Me =)

I Remember...

I remember when I was crying you brought me napkins
I remember when I was down you made me laugh
I remember when I saw you I wished for nothing else
I remember when you was lonely I came up to you and I sat next to you
I remember when someone was bothering me You always had my back, you protected me
I remember when I put a SMILE on your face
I remember when you made me smile so much that my cheeks almost fell off my face
I remember When I met you, you was the only person I wanted to be with (It still is)
But now I know that it was all worth doing
Being with you is where I want to BE <13 iLY ^ 12.13.10^