Friday, November 19, 2010

Monday, November 15, 2010

Sunday, November 14, 2010

I'm Feeling....

I'm feeling lost
I'm feeling scared
I'm feeling like it's the end of the world
I'm feeling like everything is falling apart
Why can't it just stay the same?
I feel like there's no one there to have you by their side
I feel like I missing a part of me that I never saw before
Why now does things need to change?
Just leave it the way they are
Does the feeling have to be painful
Or does it have to feel hurtful
I don't even know if anyone knows anymore
Let's just let it be and Forever It will

Saturday, November 13, 2010

I Hate Being Shy

I hate being shy around other people.
Why can't I be a normal person.
I always have to hide everything that I do.
Why is it so hard to not be shy.
People may think I'm weird cuz I don't say what I want to say.
But at least other people can understand what I mean cuz
sometimes I would just tell them to do it for me.
This is why you are getting asked so many questions by my friends.
It's because I'm so shy to just tell you.
I want to be unshy and tell you anything
I always wanted to say.

Life Isn't Easy

LIFE ISN'T EASY NOW A DAYS. PEOPLE NOW A DAYS ARE SUFFERING FROM ALL THESE SICKNESS AND ALL THIS FIGHTING AND GANGS. WHY CAN'T THE WORLD BE AT PEACE WHY CAN'T PEOPLE JUST LEAVE US ALONE. NO ONE SAID THAT LIFE WAS GOING TO BE EASY. THIS IS WHY PEOPLE START COMMITING SUICIDE AND ALL THESE TYPE OF THINGS. I WOULD DO THE SAME THING. IF I WOULD OF NOT CARED ANYMORE I WOULDN'T EVEN BE HERE. BUT I PREFER TO STAY ALIVE AND DO SOMETHING. BUT IT'S NOT FAIR TO KIDS OUR AGE HAVE TO SEE OTHER KIDS GET ABUSED OR GET RAPPED OR EVEN KILLED. WHY CAN'T PEOPLE JUST DO SOMETHING WITH THEIR LIVES INSTEAD OF TAKING IT OUT ON OTHER PEOPLE. JUST CHANGE THE WAY YOU ARE. JUST BE A BETTER PERSON. EVERYTIME I TURN ON THE NEWS THERE'S ALWAYS SOMETHING WRONG HAPPENING. IT'S ALWAYS ABOUT SOMEONE GETTING SHOT OR SOMEONE GOT ROBBED.UGHH I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND PEOPLE NOW THESE DAYS.JUST GET A LIFE FOR YOURSELF AND LEAVE PEOPLE ALONE.

Want To Express Myself

I don't know what to do when your not there. When I see you there my heart pounds a million times. When I see you I don't know if I should smile or just look at you then walk away. I'm not a type of girl that say's everything off her mind. Sometimes I just have to say everything to myself or just write it down. I always wanted to tell you how I feel. I always wanted to be able to tell you everything that I say about you but in a (Good Way). I know I want to be able to express myelf to everyone. It's just so difficult. I feel like if I say something that it might come out the wrong way. Or maybe sometimes I just don't know what to say. I'm sorry to everyone that I couldn't say everything I wanted to say to you guys but it's that I just don't know how or why. Just cuz I don't say anything to you it doesn't me that I don't like you cuz trust me if I wasn't so shy I would of told everyone everything. I just want to be able to express myself to anyone especially you.

I Need You

I need you now. I need you then. Your the only one that I can rely on. You are the best thing that ever happened to me. I always like being around you. I always like seeing you smile and laugh. Everytime I see you, your always the one to light up my day. I don't know what I would do if I never met you. Your a type of person who has a sense of humor and a personalilty that no one else has. I feel lonely when your not there. And when you are I feel like the cold weather just turned into summer. I'm so happy now a days when I see. Your always the person who makes me laugh and smile. You are everything to me. I know I don't say that often cuz I'm shy and you know that. But you should always know that I will always be there when you need me to. :)