I WANT TO PLAY BASEBALL SO BADLY!!!!!

I WANT TO PLAY BASEBALL/SOFTBALL SO BADLY. I'VE BEEN BUGGING MY MOM ABOUT IT FOR ME AND MY LITTLE BROTHER TO PLAY. I'M TRYING TO WAIT FOR PEOPLE TO PUT UP THOSE FLYERS WITH THOSE BASEBALL INFORMATION AND STUFF. BUT I HAVE NO PATIENCE. IT'S TAKING FOR EVER. MY STEPDAD SAID THAT HE'S GOING TO SOME MEETING WITH THE BASEBALL STUFF TO SEE IF THEY CAN PUT ME AND MY LITTLE BROTHER. I THINK IT'S CALLED LIKE FELIX MILLIAN OR LILLIAN WALD SOMETHING LIKE THAT I DON'T KNOW BUT WHATEVER. I'VE BEEN BUGGING MY MOM SINCE THE BEGINNING OF THIS YEAR OR MAYBE SINCE DECEMBER. UGH I DON'T KNOW WHO CARES. I HAVE BAD MEMORY. BUT YEAH I'M DYING TO PLAY ALREADY. I WISH THEY HAD SOMETHING FOR GIRLS AS A CAREER FOR ME TO DO IN THE FUTURE. I WOULD DO THAT FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. BUT THEY DON'T SADLY. I WOULD LOVE THAT SO FREAKING MUCH!!!! =) =(